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I've collected a list of my writings, some of them when I was angry. Many I believe to be wisdom, the rest are just things muddling my mind. Either way it should be interesting enough to cure your boredom for a while.
Cleanliness
I used to be known for a fucking-filthy room...
My room is always at least a little messy, but I clean it every week.. neglecting the tops of the dressers most of the time..
I think the way that I keep my room represents the way that my life is at the time...
When I was living with Steve, you could NEVER see the carpet. The room was fucking filthy.
When I was married to Jeromey, our room was a fucking pigpen all the time....
When I got divorced, my room was worse than ever. I'd clean it and not even 2 days later you couldnt walk through it.
After I started living with Tyler, the room started getting a little cleaner.. Still a mess most of the time.. but it wasnt to the point where it would take me forever to clean it.
Now that I'm on my own, the pieces are falling together, things are going better and I've grown so much over the course of 4 years.. my room has been pretty much under control for some time.. I clean it almost every week (the ferrets make it more than necessary...) and the only thing I have is like.. some stuff in the closet (The closet is a disaster) and my dressers are cluttered and dirty.
I think this is a great metaphor for my life. Over all its GREAT and looks presentable and its nice to stay in and hang out in.. but the closet is filled with crap and is messy as fuck.. and some of the corners are a bit messed up.
yay!
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